You know what? Sometimes I hate computers. I don’t quite understand why my picture doesn’t work. I will figure it out, but not tonight. I’m in a weird mood. I ate some ice cream too, but that didn’t really seem to help. M’s birthday is tomorrow. It makes me think about him more than I want to. Sometimes I just want to yell about it, and write every stupid thing down that pops into my head about what he did and how it made all of us feel. Especially me. Angry, among other things. Right now anger is mostly what I have left. I wish i could write about it, but it seems I’m not ready to yet. Hell I’m not even ready to write about what happened with Reed. I gotta do some catching up. Sigh. I’m going to go and get a hug. Then I’ll feel better.