Am I really that different when John’s not with me? I shouldn’t think so. I know I used to change when I was with different people, I’ve been conscious of it, but I don’t think I’ve been that way ever while I have been with John. Some might think so because I spend time with John when John is with me in a crowd, as well as with everyone else. I am perfectly aware of the politics involved between certain members of whatever group I may be with, and at times my behaviour will alter accordingly to keep whatever tempers around from flaring – if that is what I think is necessary. I apologize if this makes people think less of me. I don’t think it should, because I am sure anyone else would do the same unless they were heartless bitches.